Sunday, April 26, 2009
I try to hold on but it hurts too much
;in.the.mix.
12:43 AM
Thursday, April 23, 2009
so many things changing
but i couldnt care more.
perhaps the biggest change in my life leaded me to such attitude towards life, dont want care about anything, dont give a shit to everything, dont give a damn to everyone.
not exactly. there are people out there whom is really in my list of priority, whom i care more than myself.
because of this, i live on. such a motivation. i may be living on in misery, but as i said, i don't care.
what people say dont really bothers me much, dont really care about what happens to me.
i just want to live.
even though not for myself,
but for a couple of people out there i love,
i just want to live.
i don't care how.
;in.the.mix.
3:16 PM
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
why does so many people give a damn to every single shit i do?
;in.the.mix.
10:25 PM
WHOA what a dream!!
SIGHS. it feels terrible when i wake up.
how i wish when "live the dreams" really meant literally living the dream.
loves.
;in.the.mix.
6:47 AM
Monday, April 20, 2009
Lord,
I thank you for answering my prayers,
she passed the test,
and as i promised,
dear lord,
i am ready to answer for the sins i've done.
anytime.
love, ban.
;in.the.mix.
10:47 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Cheers to the people who care,
and to those who don't.
anyway good luck to ame on her tp tmr!
;in.the.mix.
1:23 PM
Friday, April 17, 2009
Pretty excited about the new guitar coming my way :D :D :D
It's no gibson like the one on my wishlist,
but it's a squier, one which Avril Lavigne plays with.
THKS BRO FOR THE DEAL.
now i need a brand new amp and a full restring and a gold cable.
anyway i made a blunder of myself today,
was playing keyboard and then i was like,
"guess what? wrong key. i was playing and i knew it's wrong key, i thought maybe if i keep playing it will change key."
and pple were like "LOL WTF?"
hahaa! what a fool.
;in.the.mix.
10:25 PM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
I Love Hayley!!
;in.the.mix.
12:04 AM
Monday, April 13, 2009
AWW DARN.
what the fuck..
How come I could never feel the way I always wanted to?
Cut me off some slack.
;in.the.mix.
9:51 PM
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Rest in peace little birdie :(
loves.
;in.the.mix.
3:15 PM
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
I've given up,
I'm sick of feeling,
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away,
I'm suffocating!
Tell me what the fuck is
wrong with me?
God!
;in.the.mix.
6:51 PM
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
Give me something to believe in,
cause I don't believe in you anymore, anymore.
;in.the.mix.
9:14 AM
Friday, April 03, 2009
Life is a road that i wanna keep going
Love is a river i wanna keep flowing
;in.the.mix.
12:55 PM
