Saturday, March 25, 2006
Finally, after months of stressness, i finally got to study a course. No it's not ITE, it's my desired course, Diploma of Business Studies at MDIS Unicampus! School is starting, i'm so excited. The course module is actually accelerated, compared to the same diploma offered by polytechnics. I actually get to complete the course within 10 months, whereas poly required 3 years. that's a huge difference, but i've gotta pay the price. 5k of school fees, mine, i'm studying hard i swear! it's for my future, for my parents', and to prove people who looked down on me WRONG. On my way back after registering to the school, i saw her at Jurong East interchange. The first time after almost half a year, i happen to bump onto her outside. She smiled at me, it is sweet as usual. I was too stunned but i manage to smile back.. but no longer than a second. I didnt know how to handle such situation, it was awkward for me. My heart jumped so fast and it didnt stop until i took a bath at home, which is about 1hr later. She looks just as pretty, in fact, prettier. Ironically, i had to forget her. Sweet plus painful memories shall be erase, i'm doing my best. Technically, i cant. LMAO!
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4:31 PM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
I cant believe it myself either, this is the 5th continuous day that i dreamt of her.. for 5 consecutive nights.. argh.. i used to dream about her, but it's like once in every 3 or 5 days, but, 5 consecutive nights? damn, please help me to forget her.. i promised her i'd be outta her life.. i wanna love her no more.. but, i'm just so in love.. that i cant get outta it..
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1:19 PM
