Friday, June 23, 2006
ARGH.. ALL OF YOU, LEAVE ME ALONE! Please.. STOP GIVING ME ALL THE DAMNED FARKING PRESSURE! I'm really very depressed.. thru out this year i could not be able to really smile.. i've been carrying and handling the stress all by myself.. Pei jin sis commented that i'm taking all the responsibilities.. Replying that ever since last year when I-Thought-She's-The-One left me, i haven been asking much from people.. Her thought that snubbed me is "But then you are asking too much from yourself." I'm breaking down soon.. stop forcing me, stop pressurizing me.. stop stressing me.. take it as i beg all of you.. let me concentrate on my studies which is the unavoidable pressure.. please.. I really hate myself.. i really do..
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12:29 PM
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
She lost her IC. I actually wanted to accompany her down to parkway. But i told her to get sabrina to go with her. I went to took the bus. I didnt alight at my stop. I alighted at the temple there to pray awhile. I prayed for my family's and her safety & happiness, i also prayed that her ic could be found so she wont be frustrated anymore. She called when i just reach home. She found it. Thanks.,
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2:47 PM